Beloved daughter is home with the baby. My daughter's friend took me grocery shopping and I spent a fortune stocking her fridge and cabinet. Made her a pot roast with potatoes and carrots and onions and salad tonight. Plenty to freeze about 6 individual dinners for her. Tomorrow I'll make chili and freeze what we don't eat. She lost a lot of blood and I want to make sure she's got the best quality food. Easy individual meals that she can grab, reheat, and have a home cooked meal to keep her healthy.
Unfortunately, I hurt my chest trying to put a lid on one of the Tupperware lids. It was the kind you have to push the flaps down and in. Felt a stabbing pain when I pushed the flap too hard. Of course, that action pulled my chest muscles. Hurt so bad and almost went down to my knees. This hasn't been a good few days as far as my chest healing.
This morning before my daughter came home, had several crying fits. I'm not sure why. More crazy, carnival ride of feelings since the bypass. My grandson will never know the pre-bypass me. That's kind of a funny thought. Like maybe I'm entering a new life.
I sure love hearing from y'all. Signing out for tonight.
Going from a perfectly good running heart; (strong, fearless, faithful, good ole heart) through emergency bypass (or what the fuck happened????? I was just walking down the street minding my own business . . .) to some unknown world where this "new improved" heart doesn't quite seem to belong to this body; I don't know if I like it, I sure as hell don't trust it; and who and what am I now and how to I find her???
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Monday, June 13, 2011
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